Ashamed

I am ashamed of my behavior yesterday. I shouldn’t have been so happy to inflict pain on someone. I stooped to Said Person’s level of childish behavior, and it continues to bother me today. I try so hard to be a better person. I try so hard to be accommodating. I realize that some people will never accept you, and that’s THEIR problem, not yours. So why is it that some people are blessed with the amazing ability to let that kind of stuff simply roll off of them without a thought? I envy that.

Yeah, I have self-esteem issues.

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2 Responses to “Ashamed”

  1.   Jason Says:
    July 21st, 2006 at 6:45 am

    It’s human nature. Don’t beat yourself up just because you’re not a zen bhuddist who can take crap and let it roll down your back without flinching. Some people can, the rest of us can’t. Besides, it’s not like you broke into their home and boiled their pets alive or something.

  2.   sally Says:
    July 21st, 2006 at 9:39 am

    Ya know what? I think you did the right thing, and I don’t think you should get all balled up about it. You’ve swallowed enough shit already. It was your turn to take your stand and you did it. Breathe in, breathe out ; you did ok.