First Impressions
I should truly learn to trust my internal instincts. If my gut tells me something, I tend to over-rationalize the fear until I can justify it…
…and it always ends badly.
If I could just learn to trust myself, then maybe I wouldn’t find myself in the situations I do. Maybe this is why I have such monumental trust issues with others; because I haven’t figured out the concept within myself yet. In the wake of recent events in my life, I’m left to wonder why the hell I didn’t listen to myself in the beginning.
For those of you who have the impression that I think I’m always right, here is my confession. I’m always afraid that I’m wrong. I always question my judgment. So when YOU question my judgment, I become defensive.
Because I’m afraid that YOU might be right.