A Public Question
About a week ago, a series of events shook my faith. It shook my faith in God, in a person that I loved, and the ability to trust. Because for quite some time, I’ve been trying to live life openly, honestly, and without regret.
So far, so good.
Then came the event in question, and suddenly everything I was sure of was cast with the black shadow of doubt, and all the old fears and insecurities came racing back. For a few days, I was distraught, not sure what to do… Sometimes the silence is deafening…. but then, life has a way of just happening, and all things return to their natural state, despite your best efforts to rend them in a different way.
I just keep letting go… and like a boomerang, here it is again.
February 25th, 2008 at 8:23 am
God doesn’t change .. the same yesterday today and tomorrow. People change and do crappy things. Don’t confuse the two.
~Jef
February 25th, 2008 at 7:49 pm
So true, Jef. So true.