Suburban Goddess

Network Geek has again played upon the fabulously famous Catholic guilt that plagues me, dropping me several emails to inform me that I had “comment spam” on my site.  I knew this, but in the tradition of great graphic designers everywhere, I was just too LAZY to go clear it out.

Until I know someone is looking at it.  Then the OCD kicks in.

As I started scrolling through the comments, I see that many of you who read this blog were there from the very beginning.  It amazes me that anyone would be interested in my tiny little insignificant life… the rantings of a woman who has seen extraordinary changes in such a short amount of time.  I still don’t see why anyone would care about what I have to say.

Again, the self-esteem issues… I have no answer.  I had a GREAT childhood.

But some of the comments actually made me smile, and it’s the ones I least expected; I didn’t realize how much Chip used to comment… and when I looked at the dates, it also made me laugh.  How he must have been drowning in guilt, watching me sink into despair knowing that he had the next woman all lined up.  All water under the bridge now… but at the time, I believed that he cared.

This blog has truly served it’s purpose over the past few years.  I will not repeat my mistakes.

(And to those that are jumping up & down right now going, “But!  But!  But!”… I KNOW.  I KNOW.)

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