Funkiness
I am desperately trying to snap out of the funk I’m currently in. I’m quite sure it’s hormonal, but even being able to recognize that fact doesn’t help me to alter it. I don’t want to contribute to the misery around me, but quite honestly, the misery around me is what’s dragging me down.
We all have trials in life, I know this. Everyone is fighting a battle of some sort. It’s funny how I recognize this now, when before I would grow really annoyed at people who seemingly bitched about nothing. l’m sure many people could look at my life now and say the same thing about me; I have a good life. Hell, I have a great life.
So why all the funkiness?
I’m not quite sure. Perhaps it’s the weather. Perhaps it’s the lack of inspiration. Perhaps it’s the lack of interaction; the less I talk to people, the funkier I get. (Conversely, the MORE I talk to people the more irritated I get as well… it’s a very thin line.) I do know this; I am blessed, and I am holding onto that thought with everything I’ve got right now.
December 11th, 2008 at 10:34 am
Do you think its apathy your seeing in others? I sat and listened to a guy talk last night, who was largely apathetic, left me feeling a bit worse than funky. I read that happiness is catchy, in that it can impact people several layers of friends away, and that sad crap doesn’t work that way. I am very happy this sad crap does not impact layers away like happy does… What a shitty world that would be.. I dont think I will listen to that guy ever again,,,, avoid conversation at all cost, self preservation… Sigh…. I need to find one of those happy types, or one recently infected… You should do the same!!!!