Disappointment

September 2, 2009

Sometimes, people do something that you never see coming. Sometimes, it’s your own fault for looking for it… but in looking for one thing, you find a million other skeletons that you wish you’d never seen.

I’ve guarded my heart for quite some time… letting very few people in to truly see the real me. Those who know me that well are the people I cherish the most; you know who you are. Then there are those that creep in, uninvited and unannounced. Those are the ones that seem to do the most damage, and I find myself again bewildered at certain behaviors of those I thought trustworthy. It hurts so much I wish I could cut my heart from my chest and lie in blissful numbness…